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First Day of Junior Year in great detail

5:30AM. Cold water. Uniform. School is here again. Ugh.

Before anything else, I slept late last night. I watched Its Kind of a Funny Story. It was a good movie, but not really the Wow-type.

I ate my breakfast. Its just sad, it wasn't hash brown like before's first days.

I was still so sleepy, that I actually spent another 5 minutes in bed. And that resulted to me panicking because the carpool was already outside.

My sister was watching My Girlfriend is a Gumiho, and I was badly distracted.

Then I arrived at school. Not so fun.

Then I went home. Blah didn't talk to him today. Ugh

Changed

The thing that I feared most happened already.

Whenever I think of you, it always redirects me to the thought of letting go. Why? Because I've been hurt. How can you possibly think that giving me the silent treatment will make everything work? The longer the days we don't feel each other's presence, the more we grow independent for one another. See my point?

I don't know if I can dare to end things between us. Well, I mean we're not even together. It hurts so much that I don't want to continue. I'm just waiting for signs─if I'm truly better off without you.

We no speak anymore

Warning: This post contains a lot of drama.


On June 4, 2011, he said he wouldn't talk to me anymore (well until June 9 but still, thats like forever). How am I even going to begin how I feel about this matter.

To him:

Heartbreaking. Since September 2010, we've been communicating for almost 24/7. And all of a sudden, you make a decision that requires a lot of time to adjust. I mean seriously, one day we talk till dawn and the next thing you know we're back at one. How do you expect for me to immediately adapt to this certain situation?

I know my actions were completely wrong, but hey, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Its not that I don't want to communicate with you anymore, its just that..I think we need time for ourselves so we'd have something to talk about. Cause every now and then, there's that awkward moment when all we say is "haha xD".

I miss you already. If things stay like this a little longer, I'm not sure if it'd feel the same.

Hi guise! Recently, I received another batch of articles to layout. I had fun! Especially the part where I get to choose the color palette. :-)

Before I lay out, I always read the article to get an idea of what designs to add. When I read these two, I realized that my school have really good writers. Kudos to the English teachers.

Right now, I'm about to layout the last article in the batch. I'm still looking for the right set of colors though. I have a few choices, but I must choose only one.



Color by COLOURlovers



Color by COLOURlovers

Sophomore's Tracks

So my friend Aaron asked me to design the cover for the album of our batch. I don't know if my design was approved or something because I didn't hear any news from him after. This was just a simple design, since I was considering that it will be just the cover.

Goodbye May, Hello June (and Busy Life)

And so its now June 2011.

Lately, I have been very busy with school stuff (yes, even though the school year hasn't started yet). As you all know, I am now the Layout Editor of our school paper. I expected that the job to be really really tiring but in a way fulfilling. But hey! I already finished 3 pages (Cover & Banner Spread) and that leaves me with 17 more pages to layout. I can do this. I can do this.

So I thought of "Paper" as the layout theme of the 1st issue.

Making the Banner Spread. 

Cover Page. Theme of the Issue is "Level Up", so I thought that up arrows would be somehow relevant.

Even though I know for a fact I'm gonna be stressed in the following days, I still feel inspired. Thank you Jayr!

Kim Chiu and Matt Lanter for Metro Magazine

photo from Matt Lanter's Yfrog

I thought this thing was a joke, but it turned out to be true. Damn, Kim Chiu, you are one lucky girl.

I am thinking about grabbing a copy and I'll just cut Kim Chiu off then replace it with myself. Lol I'm kidding okay. But for real, I really find Kim really attractive, like Asian attractive. Anyway, I just thought of posting it here since it has been a week that I can't get over this thing. Oh well.